Just wanted to say, it's amazing to have a site like this, and I really do hope ppl here do not judge. I've been trying to find something like this to get what I wanted to say out of my chest but never really had gut to...but finally, today after what I did last week during a social gathering, I realize that I need to. I pretty much made an a** out of myself and turned away good ppl, including good friends, by being arrogant and acting like someone that I'm not, only to realize it at the end of the night. I'm trying to change but being alone for all my life, I just get caught up in moment trying to impress ppl by acting out. I think the best thing is to stay in my own bubble and do things I need to do to make the ends meet. I never wanted to be anti-social and maybe I tried way too much not to be one, but I think I know where it stands. Sometimes solitude is the only society to some ppl, and I think that will include me.
Any honest opinion will mean a lot to me.