Welcome to the Depression forum. I take it you are 14 or 15. I must tell you that even though the drinking helps you forget for awhile, it is a depressant and will make you depressed. By the sound of it this boy wants you to quit drinking. I agree with him. And when you get older, three years is nothing. But maybe he feels that you are too young for him at this time. But when you both get older, he might feel differently.
Please don't drink. Learn to have fun without alcohol. It is really bad for you. And it sounds like it is in the way of a relationship. Hang in there, you are young yet. Things do get better. I promise they do.
I have to tell you too, we aren't allowed to discuss self harm on this forum. Or suicide. So I will have to edit your post.
Do you still live at home? Just wondering.
Keep posting though.
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Post Edited (getting by) : 5/16/2011 6:16:27 PM (GMT-6)