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Roro N.
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   Posted 5/18/2011 8:46 AM (GMT -6)   
confused I seem to have every symptom of depression, the worthless feeling, noticing any little remark in their voice.  thoughts as well as I feel like I am a burden. It's like no one loves me, they all just pretend they care. It doesn't feel good and I hate it. Please tell me what to do and what I have. I cry for no reason, and when a problem occurs I can't stop thinking about it and after it's ended, I keep thinking it will happen again. I believe crazy things like I will be Justin Bieber's wife (I am in love with him) or I have supernatural powers. I haven't told my parents about this as I am scared they might think I am asking for negative attention, and even if I did tell them, I wouldn't want to be more of an outcast in school then I already am. HELP ME. I feel like my life is black endless pit of nothing and there's a sinking feeling in my heart. It's really painful. It's been going on since the beginning of the school year, and it's already been 8 months.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 5/18/2011 9:27:44 AM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 5/18/2011 9:33 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Roro,
 
Welcome to the Depression forum.  It truly sounds like you are depressed.  But I suggest that you see your doctor and have a physical to make sure that there isn't anything else going on.  When you do, tell him/her how you are feeling.  The exact thing that you told us.  (sorry for the edit, but we aren't suppose to discuss suicide here on this forum).  It is really important that you get help and soon.  Especially when you are having delusions of grandios.  Thinking that you have supernatural powers.  You may have to see a psychiatrist.  But they are cool.  They help you with medications that will help you.  Also a counselor.  They are cool too.  They understand what you are going through.  Coming here helps too.  I am sure that you will get some more advice.  Know that nobody hates you.  You are just paranoid.  That is normal with depression.
 
I hope that you do feel better soon.  Please see a doctor, and soon.
 
Keep posting.  Let us know how you are doing.
 
Hugs, Karen
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Precious Gem
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   Posted 5/18/2011 9:50 AM (GMT -6)   
I know it is hard to tell these things to healthcare professionals face to face but really, that is where you need to start.  Sounds like depression but you need to talk to someone in the know!
 
Please go get some help soon, the sooner you go, the sooner this black pit feeling will start to go away.
 
Good Luck
 
Gem

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/19/2011 5:37 AM (GMT -6)   
been seeing psychiatrists all of my adult life, they are humans too, just smart with stuff.......yeah. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Roro N.
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   Posted 5/19/2011 8:59 AM (GMT -6)   
Thank you guys :) I think I have gotten to the root of my depression though - I moved 3 years ago to the place I live in right now and I hate it because I don't fit in here. But, it is occasional because I always try to be optimistic and you know how I mentioned about the Justin Bieber wife thing? It's because I think he's amazing and his music and everything that he does helps me at the end of the day. But, the pit is always there waiting to eat me up. I have told my parents and my mom said to wait a bit to see if it's just a phase of teenage-hood (UGH) or something different. It sounds like depression because I've looked up the symptoms but I honestly don't know. I just feel as if I don;t have any friends here and back where I lived, even if my friends don't see me much, I feel like a belong. Like I'm at home. And it just gets me so upset when I think about the risk that we might not go back for a while. But I look to solutions like listening to beautiful music (Justin Bieber for example <3) and trying to stay on top of work at school so I am focused.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/19/2011 10:53 AM (GMT -6)   
good, keep listening to beautiful music and keep focused. take care of you. jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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