Thanks for popping in and letting us know how you are doing. Don't forget the video of you. It didn't look like you were doing anything wrong. And I am sure that the next test will come back negative also. I feel for you going through all this and having to keep it a secret from your wife. I am sure this isn't a very comfortable situation. Do take it one day at a time. Try not to worry, but also try not to drink. Even a few beers can still add to your depression and anxiety. It is after the fact too. One or two beers can leave you depressed for two to three days. But as you said, one day at a time. Once you are free of the alcohol, you will feel a lot better. I lost my desire for it. I use to drink six to twelve a day. Now maybe one a month. If that. I like the taste of beer though so it is easy for me to drink. But just lost the desire, hopefully you will too. You got too many good things going for you to mess this up.
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