anti-social from within

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me, i'm not
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   Posted 5/24/2011 2:13 PM (GMT -6)   
I didn't even know anti-social withdrawl was otherwise stated except  lastr night when i though it. i have depression that is marked with anger. currently my job surronds me with different people and it not other people i'm worried about. it's me. i'm afraid of what i might do. i pay no attention to other people. alwayz staying inside my head. i've blacked out a couple times and didn't even know what i was. or what i was doing, how i got to that point, or, why i was doing it. now, if you look me in the eyes, all i see is whats inside of you and if it negative i displace it to myself, 'causeing troblem for one of us. not sure of anything anymore. can't truse 1st instincts or even the 4/5.

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   Posted 5/24/2011 6:49 PM (GMT -6)   
Go to your physician and get checked out tell him/her that your having
blackouts, this all could have a medical explaination, so please make
an appointment with your primary care doctor and you might get referred out
to a neurologists, but that should be able to help...if your on anti depression
meds maybe it's time for a medicine change as that's what could be causing some problems...
Others will come by with better answers so be are important and we do care...
well wishes and keep us posted...
* So many dx's I could write a book* "It would be nice if we could use the edit button in real life"...

getting by
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   Posted 5/24/2011 8:46 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi there,

Welcome to the Depression forum. I am glad that you joined us. Chartreux has some very good advice, so I really don't need to add anymore. I hope that you go to the doctor and see what is going on.

Take care, and keep posting.

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia

fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

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   Posted 5/25/2011 2:45 AM (GMT -6)   
agree with the above. we do become vague after blacking out. are you sure it is not a seizure? pls see your doc asap. we are here for you and we care. with healing compassion, jamie


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   Posted 5/25/2011 3:06 AM (GMT -6)   
hi meimnotme, first of all i'm not sure if your a chick or a dude. but.....if you are a girl, young lady, woman, i strongly suggest getting your hormones tested. sometime with women our hormone levels are so out of wack that we don't realize our emotions. as far as blacking out i have a friend who is going through the same problem and doesn't know why. she has seen a neurologist, md, etc: still no diagnosis. I think it's stress, hormones and fatigue. she's had ra since a child and a few other disorders since a teen. she's my son'e girlfriend and just sunday they had an altercation which led to her anger letting out on him punching him in the hed. Physical abuse is not acceptable either way, woman to man or man to woman. I'm living in a very volative relationship with my mom. She is full of hate and rage and is extremely controlling. I'm with her because i got sick in nov/09 with an muscle disease called polymyositis. my whole world took a 180 and now stuck with her. it truely sucks. i've always been very independent. a free spirit, kids over all the time, cooking, working, happy and loving being a grandma. Thank god my daughter and grandson are coming in july. i can't wait. talk about anger, somedays i just want to walk around my mom's house and just destroy everyting.when i get funky like that i walk. walk walk walk. or call a good time i had road rage and blacked out followed this chick who cut me off and before i knew it came to when she was biting my arm as i was choking her neck. she got out of her escalade and coldcocked me with her pocketbook in my face in front of her little boy along with really foul language. i blacked out. well it went to court i got the fine, because i followed her so i was in the wrong. and that's when i was on an antidepressant. effexor. so much for that drug.
try and find your zen. meditate. walk, run. read. post on this forum it's really healthy to get it out. hope i hit a cord. stay well. peace and love. su
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