getting by said...
I am glad that venting helped you to feel better. And what a better place than HW.
I am glad that you are staying clean and sober for the baby, if there is one. You are very young, but it sounds like you have a lot of common sense.
I take it you can't talk to your family. You can do a home pregnancy test too you know. Or are you going to the doctor. I think that they do urine tests for pregnancyy too. Not sure about that. But that is a wise move if you are. Get a physical while you are at it if you can.
Your moodiness could be hormones if you are pregnant. It can definately do that to you. So some of this might be normal. And you shouldn't take most antidepressants if you are.
Keep posting. I truly am glad that you feel better. don't hate yourself. You are a good person. You should love yourself.
Hi getting by. (:
an hour after posting this, I started my period. Thank God.
But I'm still staying sober, I can't take any more chances.
I can't talk to my family about
anything, my grandma told me that if I ever got pregnant, I would be kicked out.
I have 2 home pregnancy tests that I had my cousin get for me last night. Although I don't need them anymore.
I don't take antidepressants, I don't take medicine for depression, at all.
Thank you very much. I'm trying to work on my self-esteem.