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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/30/2011 4:32 AM (GMT -6)   
funny how things change in a short period. a couple of
hrs ago i was bouncing of the walls, now i am sad beyond
existance. i miss my georgia badly tonight, i was talking
about her in therapy today, saying that i miss being
with her, intimate and the whole box and dice. i am still
angry, at times that she was taken away from me.
@#$% it!!! just sad and lonely tonight, got music blaring
in the kitchen, darn cold today, 1st day of winter.
i will be alright i guess. just sad today is all. jamie.
 
cry   cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry sad sad sad sad cry cry cry
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Tya
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   Posted 5/30/2011 4:44 AM (GMT -6)   
In my thread, Gem posted some really good advice that there must be something that makes you (or me) happy and that we have to try our hardest to keep a hold of that thing. But I'm starting to learn really slowly that this thing can't be another person. We can't be dependant. Focusing on how others, their presence, the things that they give us, are so great and so important, but they can't be what we depend upon to fix us. We can only do that ourselves. I'm going to stay in tonight, put on some music, do chores and try not to think about the people I want here so badly who simply can't be with me right now. I want to learn how to enjoy my own company a bit more and hopefully that will teach me something about re-learning to be around other people again. I hope it at least starts to work, and hope that that's in any way helpful to you right now.

hugs,

Tya

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/30/2011 4:57 AM (GMT -6)   
thx tya. cheers, a sad jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/31/2011 3:32 AM (GMT -6)   
still sad, if not sader. :( life sux at the moment. jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Geosojda
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   Posted 5/31/2011 12:45 PM (GMT -6)   
sorry to hear it jamiee, keep your head up it'll get better

LNichole87
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   Posted 5/31/2011 12:59 PM (GMT -6)   
Sorry to hear your having a rough time.. sending lots of hugs your way :) - Nichole

getting by
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   Posted 5/31/2011 1:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Life sucks at the moment for me too Jamie. I think I told you I had to put Chance down today. It was so sad, but the vet said that I did the right thing. That did help to make me feel better about the whole thing, but am still sad.

Hugs to you, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 5/31/2011 9:15 PM (GMT -6)   
sorry karen, i didn't know. oh, my healing compassioate prayers are with you at this time. so sorry karen. my deepest of condolences to you all. many hugs my friend. jamie

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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   Posted 6/1/2011 6:20 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks Jamie, It means a lot. I am still sad today. But doing better.

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 6/1/2011 6:43 AM (GMT -6)   
I UNDERSTAND. MANY WARM AND PRAYERFUL HUGS TO YOU. JAMIE
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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