I'm glad that you are here. Whenever I am having a really rough day and I post my feelings here I get wonderful advice and support.
I'm sorry to hear about
all you are going through, finding the right guy is a really tough task. I'm 24, and my current relationship is probably one of the only healthy ones I've ever had. Maybe right now isn't the right time to look for a new love, not saying that you should be alone but in order to find a good one we have to be settled and happy in ourselves :) .
I think Karen is right in that you should focus on your relationship with your son. Try spending special time with him, take him to the park where you can meet other mommys. I don't know if your a fan of pets but perhaps adopting a pet would help you feel less lonely and make your son happy.
Try not to let your family bother you, I don't get along with my family either.
Sometimes it's best to ignore their comments especially if they are negative.
Keep on posting I promise it will help
Hugs and <3s,
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