I'm glad that you are here. I've found it really helps me to post my feelings on this forum. You will find a lot of support and compassion here.
I'm 24 but I absolutely hated middle school and most of high school. I know exactly how you are feeling because I was picked on a lot too. I used to come home crying most days and I felt that I had no one to talk to. Looking back on that time now still makes me sad but I wish I would have dealt with it differently.
What exactly do you like to do as far as hobbies or ambitions for what you would like to do when your older? I think that if you can find a niche, like a sport or a subject that you love and would like to study in college, it will give you something to feel good about
and identify with.
I know it hurts when people say mean things but what Karen said is true, people do these things when they are insecure and jealous. If you have a good relationship with your boyfriend then just spend time with him and dont worry about
the other kids.
My boyfriend is my best friend too, girls are just very catty and mean sometimes. Do not let them make you feel like you are a bad or ugly person. Those things were said out of jealousy and hate and are not true! You are a beautiful person :)
Keep on posting your feelings I promise it will help,
Hugs and <3
Post Edited (IWantToSmileAgain) : 6/2/2011 9:09:35 PM (GMT-6)