It sounds like you are being asked to do something that you aren't comfortable with. Do you have to go??? Is there some way that you can get out of it??? Are you just being asked to see your cousin? Or do you have to marry him or something? I couldn't quite understand all that you were saying other than you don't want to go over seas. Where is this place and where are you now? Let us know.
I hope you don't have to do something that you don't want to.
PS How old are you???
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