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lady1992
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   Posted 6/5/2011 3:39 AM (GMT -6)   
I want to stop feeling anxiety mind or feeling...I'm so scared but I want to stay strong...how?
I feel physical sick & cold when my mother tells me about going oversea & I don't want to go oversea...
I don't want to see my cousins there & one of them might want to marry me but I don't like him...

I remember that night my mum asks me which guy do I like? but I was only young like 13 years old & dumb to told mum which one is right for me & sudden we did talked each other on internet till 2 years ago i stopped talk to him because I grew up & the more I know who I am...I don't like to be in relationship ever.

How am I suppose to tell my mum? I'm feeling upset & sick...:( im crying because I wish I don't met him from in the first place...

I need to stop all of this racing into my mind..I don't what to do...my mum wants to go oversea but I don't
I can't be rude to reject my mum's family...its soo hard for me...I can't stand...its making me feel too stresses.

Its upsetting me more & more & hurts. I can't go oversea...its nearly 7 years now that I haven't got out to oversea....I rather stay here & waiting my mum to go there & then come back...because there's no way I can go ...I'm locked in here & nobody can make an excuse it.

I just can't!! I feel in my heart/mind tellings me to not going oversea. Even in my blood doesn't like to go oversea anywhere yet.. Just not this year or next year....

or am I too crazy??? :( sounds its just missing...

Lately I couldn't eat or happy or relieved to sleep...I'm very sensitive when people make a plan to go oversea or their birthday or meet up anywhere makes me feel scared...:( :(

Sometimes I get angry when people gets angry about why I miss out & couldn't be there for them...its also make me feel guilty

What im writing this & i read over again...sounds like I'm feeling grieve or not ready?? I find hard when people are so strong & can stand to go oversea..i still don't understand why...

I need to shake off & let it go...:(

Anything u knows??

getting by
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   Posted 6/5/2011 6:32 AM (GMT -6)   
It sounds like you are being asked to do something that you aren't comfortable with. Do you have to go??? Is there some way that you can get out of it??? Are you just being asked to see your cousin? Or do you have to marry him or something? I couldn't quite understand all that you were saying other than you don't want to go over seas. Where is this place and where are you now? Let us know.

I hope you don't have to do something that you don't want to.

Hugs, Karen
 
PS How old are you???
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lady1992
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   Posted 6/5/2011 4:44 PM (GMT -6)   
hey karen,

No I don't have to go & I spoke to my dad that I didn't want to go. He said its ok & I can stay here whatever I want. I was crying last night because its relieved but I didn't tell them exactly why I didn't want to go... I live in Australia & I'm 19 years old (im deaf)...

I just don't want to go & I'm fear of going anywhere too. I don't do what people tells me what to do.

getting by
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   Posted 6/5/2011 6:14 PM (GMT -6)   
I am so glad that you don't have to do something that you feel you are uncomfortable with. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.

Take care,

Hugs, Karen
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