I'm 19 and lately I've been seriously. All I read on the internet is for depressed people to get therapy, take up a hobby, talk to a family member, etc. How the hell is that going to make a difference? I have a job and play a sport, but that doesn't make me any happier. I am bored 24/7 and it's driving me insane. I have no desire to go to college...why should I? So I can be stressed out for 4 years, graduate, find another crapty job that just pays more?
The only two people that I reallly cared for in my life are gone so how can anything else matter?
I have no desire to get married later in my life and have a family. I don't see how having a family can bring joy into a persons life. I just don't feel that way about anything anymore. When you think of it, everything we do is pointless. I am not passionate about a darn thing. There's absolutely nothing I look forward to/nothing
So please, if there is some secret to life that I do not know, let me know.