Lonely and Depressed.

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gdodds
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Date Joined Jun 2011
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   Posted 6/11/2011 12:04 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi this is my first time that I have resorted to a site to post this. I found this site looking for some other way to talk about this since I can't afford to see a counselor. I have been on my own really since I was about 12-13. My father died of illness leaving me behind with my 2 sisters and my abusive drug addicted mother. at the age of 14 I was taken away from her and placed into foster care and bounced around. Ever since then I have been feeling alone, even though I have family I still have that empty void that has been growing and growing since my father passed away. I also am an open homosexual as well (came out of the closet at the age of 21 after years of struggling with sexual identity). Even though I have tired my hardest I feel like I am in a downward spiral of depression no matter what I do. I always feel alone (especially now that I am off to college), I feel that my life is worth nothing, no one really cares, and I have no one or place to call my own. I can't really feel like I could talk to anyone about this because well not many people have the patience to listen and as stated earlier I don't have the money to be paying for a counselor.

theHTreturns...
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 6/11/2011 12:28 AM (GMT -6)   
hi gdodds. jamie here. you have had it rough, but it will turn around. well done on coming out, you are who you are. maybe you can attain some free specialised assistance from your local mental health centre, i do. i am in therapy, stems back very young, to not break forum rules i put it as does my shrink as a sequale of abuse. am sorry about you losing your dad. remeber that you are a preciuos human being of this earth with gifts and talents unique to only you, ok. you have been very brave in coming on and seeking support. we will support you as much as we can. i am in therapy and it really helps me, i hope you can get some so you can work through some issues. know that we care. with healing compassion, jamie
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

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