Hey everyone! I am brand new to this and am hoping for some help with my relationship. My boyfriend and I have been dating for 1.5 years. I am an affectionate person and he is not. We have an 8 month old daughter (I know we werent dating for long, but she is the most loved baby!) and the way he actually shows that he loves her and pays attention to her gets me jealous sometimes. I just wish that he was able to show the affection to me. He only touches me in bed, and even then he falls asleep right away or he wants something from me. I feel myself slowly drifting into a depression, and am terrified. I try to make myself happy by diving head first into our daughters care, but the lack of love that I feel from my boyfriend is getting to me. There are things though that he does do that he shows that he loves me. But we rarely ever get time together alone, either he is out with friends and doesnt ever let me know what is going on, comes home at 2 am drunker than a skunk or is too tired to do anything. I need help on how to fix this!
Thank you everyone!