hi, well im a boy and im gay and something really horrible happened to me because i couldnt help myself.
well id been talking to this boy on the internet for a few weeks and he seemed really lovely, hed say the nicest things to me and make me feel really special, i grew to really like him and i loved talking to him every night. after the first few days he said to me if you pay me 100 pounds ill have sex with you,and me being stupid as i am got over excited and said i would. i just didnt think i know i should have been more sensible but i thought he was gorgeous and all sense just left my head because i got too happy about having sex with him. he gave me a couple of weeks to get the money, he kept talking to me in the meantime being really lovely telling me he was gay aswell and that he loved me. i beleived him and i trusted every word he said completely, i never doubted the situation for a second. he is the same age as me (16) and i know he knew a lot of people from my school so i knew he was who he said he was so i just didnt worry about it at all. then one day i told him i had the money and i was ready so he told me to meet him the next day with the money at 11.15, so i waited for him...and he came.i saw him and we recognized eachother so he signalled me to follow him and i did, he told me wee were going to his house, what i did notice was that he wasent being as sweet and lovely as he had been, he was being very quiet and acting awkward. i followed him and i found he was taking me to a park but he just said it was the way to his house and i believed him. then he asked if i had the money and i gave it to him, he said nothing. i noticed after a while there was a boy who had been behind us the whole time but i never paid any attention to him, i just thought he was someone else walking behind us. he had his hood up and was looking down. then the boy i was with stopped walking and before i could even say anything or turn around, i felt multiple punches to my head, then i fell down, and i saw the boy who was walking behind us standing over me and he spat on me and the boy i was with was laughing at me calling me '******' and '****' and that i was stupid and ''did i honestly think he was going to have sex with me ?'' i begged them both not to hit me anymore, then with my money they ran off together, leaving me on the floor beaten up. i was devastated i got so excited thinking he loved me and we were going to have fun, and i realised he must have been planning this the whole time! my heart sank, i cried all the way home and i felt so humiliated and upset, and i was in pain. i really loved him and i trusted him!!! and i was so hurt that he did this to me. i just had to let this out somwehre, thankyou for reeading :)