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hurtandscared
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   Posted 6/21/2011 3:48 PM (GMT -6)   
Just dont know if life is worth living anymore. Im tired of the gerd, breathing problems, anxiety and depression. Its never ending and everyday. The nites that i do get any sleep, i just want to lay in bed all day or i wish i wouldnt wake up. Im constantly sleepy, cant sleep cause of the breathing problems and gerd. Always lite headed and dizzy. Cant do anything physical. Stressed from people not believing me or not understanding what im going thru. Then im depressed and sad all the time, i feel like a prisoner in my own body. Cant eat, sleep, cocentrate or motivate myself to do anything. My fiance is now just my girlfriend cause im emotionally unstable and we live apart and she doesnt want a long distance relationship and i feel like shes tired of hearing about my problems. I feel like im on the edge of a cliff, just waiting to jump.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 6/21/2011 11:13 PM (GMT -6)   
oh hurtandscared i am sorry for your situation. one dqay at a time is my motto. hopefully very soon you will pick up. can you get your doc to do a call out? i think it is pertinant with how you are feeling. i am very sorry about your anguish. know that we are here for you. please keep fighting. am worrid about you. sending much healing compassion to you, jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

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hurtandscared
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   Posted Yesterday 7:35 AM (GMT -6)   
I try to take it one day at a time, but it just seems to get worse. I cant do anything anymore. My family just says do more, i would if i could. Just dont want to try anymore. i hate my anxiety, gerd, and depression. I cant get any sleep cause my breathing is so bad. The only reason i get any sleep is the xanax. Im so close to not caring about my life anymore. Thanks for caring.
GENE anxiety attacks, severe acid reflux, breathing problems, depression.

getting by
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   Posted Yesterday 8:56 AM (GMT -6)   
Are you going to any counseling? It would help you with your thinking and feelings of life. Think about it and let us know what you decide.

I really hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
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Viva08
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   Posted Yesterday 12:36 PM (GMT -6)   
Don't give up. Keep fighting. Seek out the best doctors and therapists and try every possible treatment you can until you get it right.

hurtandscared
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   Posted Yesterday 1:23 PM (GMT -6)   
I dont have a job rite now, no income, my mom is paying for my insurance and idk how long she will be able 2 do it 4. And all this pain is just wearing me down more and more each day to the point i dont want to deal with it anymore. Dont have transportation either. No fun spending all day in pain, physical and mental. I miss the old me so much, and its hard to tell my everybody who loves me that i cant do the same things i used to, and i wont ever be able to again. Im very anti-social. Just want the pain gone, but i know thats not going 2 happen, i cant except that im suppose to live in pain til i die. Nites are the worse, cause while others are asleep, im wide awake or tossing and turning til i give up or get a couple hours in. Dont know how much longer i can fight this. Im so tired and running out of strength.
GENE anxiety attacks, severe acid reflux, breathing problems, depression.

getting by
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   Posted Yesterday 2:34 PM (GMT -6)   
I have fibromyalgia and have daily pain and fatigue. Try to keep your mind busy. It takes your thoughts off of your pain. Walk whenever you can. Even if you have to start out really slow. Even if it is only five minutes. The next day you will be able to do ten. Don't give up, keep trying. You will get there.

Hugs, Karen
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hurtandscared
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   Posted Yesterday 5:45 PM (GMT -6)   
Ive been walking a little. My family thinks i make up what i can eat and not eat. And they say its only acid reflux, its not a joke to me and its more than that, its gerd and its a disease and it hurts me that they think what im going thru and what i have is a joke. and that im making up these symptoms, y would i make it up 4. And on top of that my fiance just broke up with me, cause she doesnt want to hear about my pain or my problems anymore, called me a broken record. And she wants a to be with a man, not a boy. Ugh, i didnt really need that, now i really do feel alone:( Im so lost now, i wasnt expecting that. I really feel on the edge of no return now.
GENE anxiety attacks, severe acid reflux, breathing problems, depression.

getting by
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   Posted Yesterday 6:20 PM (GMT -6)   
Have you got medications for this? Did the doc give you anything or put you on a special diet? I know that there are probably a lot of things that you can't eat. I am sorry that you are hurting so. It is hard with a chronic illness. I can sympathize with that. I sure do hope that you feel better soon.

Are you seeing anybody for your depression? Do you take medications for that? Do you see a counselor? All of the above would help you. I hope that this helps in some small way. We have a wonderful gerd forum. Do you post there too? I hope that you do.

Take care,

Hugs, Karen
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netball
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   Posted 6/26/2011 1:44 AM (GMT -6)   
dont give up . keep holding in there . these feelings will not last forever . you will get better someday . just hang in there .
-jess
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