I dont have a job rite now, no income, my mom is paying for my insurance and idk how long she will be able 2 do it 4. And all this pain is just wearing me down more and more each day to the point i dont want to deal with it anymore. Dont have transportation either. No fun spending all day in pain, physical and mental. I miss the old me so much, and its hard to tell my everybody who loves me that i cant do the same things i used to, and i wont ever be able to again. Im very anti-social. Just want the pain gone, but i know thats not going 2 happen, i cant except that im suppose to live in pain til i die. Nites are the worse, cause while others are asleep, im wide awake or tossing and turning til i give up or get a couple hours in. Dont know how much longer i can fight this. Im so tired and running out of strength.
GENE anxiety attacks, severe acid reflux, breathing problems, depression.