Are you seeing anybody for counseling right now? I really think that you should especially with the way that you are feeling. Please talk to a counselor. When things get this rough, we need help. It is hard to fight these feelings alone. So PLEASE talk to somebody professional.
Know that we are here for you. I would like to suggest taking a nice walk, it will not only give you energy, but it will help you lose weight. I have been walking and drinking lemon water and lost 14 pounds, actually I think it is 16. But when I went to the doctor's office today it was 14. But I am happy with that.
Are you taking any medications? You could probably use an antidepressant with the counseling. You are far to depressed to go without some type of help. Please do get some counseling to start out with. Let them know how you are feeling. And keep us posted. In the depression resources at the top of the page, there are numbers and websites that might help you. Please do go over them.
Keep posting and let me know how you are doing.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies