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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 6/28/2011 3:17 AM (GMT -6)   
so, guys can you miss someone too much? i feel i am
with my georgia. i get upset and cry easy, my heart breaks
real easy and i miss her continually everyday.
what do you think. maybe i am just overly sensitive,
yes i am. oh how i wish she were here. thx everyone.
jamie
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   Posted 6/28/2011 5:16 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,

You are a sensitive person and there is nothing wrong with that. I am sure Georgia is looking down on you now, wanting you to be happy. I am sorry that you miss her so. But I think it is only natural, as you loved her so much. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 6/28/2011 5:18 AM (GMT -6)   
yeah i know. thx karen. take care, jamie
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Geosojda
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   Posted 6/28/2011 6:01 AM (GMT -6)   
i don't think you are oversensitive, you just loved someone very much. And i agree she would want you to be happy and live your life, but its completely normal to miss someone so much who you had invested so much love into. It'll get better, it just takes time. Hope you are having a good day today
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 6/28/2011 6:03 AM (GMT -6)   
thx 4 that mate, jamie. :-)
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tmjpain
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   Posted 6/28/2011 8:56 AM (GMT -6)   
It's ok to feel like that Jamie, you lost the love of your life. Hang in there, one day at a time.
I would love to hear all about her and your story with her if you are up to it.

Hugs
Suzane

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   Posted 6/28/2011 4:26 PM (GMT -6)   
yeah soon. jamie, thx.
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   Posted 6/29/2011 3:03 AM (GMT -6)   
we met in a psychiatric hospital. more to follow.
 
she came in a couple of days after me. she was in for some required detox and was on watch, i was on watch too. i was not allowed out 4 two weeks. when i saw her wheel herself down the ramp, i thought i would say hi. that's how it began. she got out a week earlier than me, which killed me. but when i did...................oh guys, i am getting mushy. prior to this we were in the hospital catching somkos for some quiet time, we needed to be careful so we kissed and held hands quitely talking so the nurses couldn't hear us. (at night) i know like two naughty kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
we each gave each other space for our treatments and stuff, but eventually we would catch up. she drew me some remarkable flowers with a lovely note attached. then i got a real pearler. something i don't share. i got a hand made birthday card, yep had my birthday in there, she partly set it up. it really touched me. in the hosp we would text each other and meet in the smoko area!!! cute i know. soon we were an item and the regular and cool patients would keep an eye out on the nurses. we were in love very quickly. it was fate. two soul mates to meet at the right time and place. yep, even psychiatric hospitals!!! got a thing about hospitals. that's for another time!!!!!
 
more to follow.
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Post Edited (jamiee) : 6/29/2011 5:02:06 AM (GMT-6)


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   Posted 6/29/2011 5:46 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, I know your heart hurts, you will probably always miss her. Just remember would it make her happy to see you in such pain, I think not. You two met at a very vulnerable time in your lives, fate, yes I believe. People come in and out of our lives, seemingly with no control on our part, most of the time. Please be grateful for the time you did have together and what you shared, some people go a life time and never experience those feelings.

Do something today, no matter how large or small, to honor her memory.

Be happy, I hate it when you are sad.

Gem

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   Posted 6/29/2011 5:53 AM (GMT -6)   
i do everyday. thx, jamie. tomorrow something more special. her birthday comes up soon. cheers, jamie
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   Posted 6/29/2011 6:06 AM (GMT -6)   
OK,you seem a little more up, good. I am sure her birthday plays into this somehow, and understandably so.

I am off work today, it is my daughters 21st birthday. Don;t have alot of money but we are going to go out and hit the sale racks and just have a good time being together. She is such a great girl, I am a very lucky woman.

Have a good day Jamie!

Gem

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   Posted 6/29/2011 6:10 AM (GMT -6)   
oh very nice, HAPPY 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! have an awesome day together. off to bed for me soon. cheers, jamie.
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Geosojda
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   Posted 6/29/2011 6:35 AM (GMT -6)   
A love story born in the hospital, i love it! Glad you are feeling better today
When the only tool you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

with your past and your future precisely divided, Am I at that moment?. . I haven't decided.

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   Posted 6/29/2011 11:26 AM (GMT -6)   
yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
yeah   yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
 
jamie
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luckyflowers
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   Posted 6/30/2011 11:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamiee....sorry to "butt" in but I saw this thread and wanted to comment...I think it so very sweet. I'm sorry that you had to go through that, but what a great story and seems like you have some wonderful memories to hold on too.

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   Posted 6/30/2011 11:44 PM (GMT -6)   
nah it's fine. i do. she is smiling. jamie
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