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   Posted 6/28/2011 5:58 PM (GMT -6)   

this is my first time on here but i feel desperate to reach someone that i don't feel a burden to. I have bipolar disorder, depression, and severe anxiety disorder. Ive been on many medications and i am so tired of them i am 20yrs old and i feel like i am too young for all of these pills but when i try and stop i get sick. I feel so down and lonely most of the time. days i push through but nights are almost impossible i just want to break down and cry. I am a manager at McDonald and i feel like that is the worst job i could probably have since the level of stress i go through everyday. There's not too many jobs here. I use to be an a and b student all my life now i am in college and i have to stop classes all the time because its too hard to stay focused. i feel like i lost my life. i was living in my own apartment with a boyfriend who i was with for six years. after putting up with me we gave up and i moved back home with my mom and step dad...low blow. now i am dating his old friend and he hates me for it and is using everything he can to ruin my life even more. i had to fial an harassment report and change my number. i pretty much cut everyone out of my life due to the drama but my boyfriend is in jail for 7 weeks and i am so lonely. I tend to hate myself and get frustrated at life. I just want to stop feeling crazy, mad, and hurt. i feel like the world is out to get me.
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Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 6/28/2011 7:11:37 PM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 6/28/2011 7:09 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Brokenfairy,

Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. It sounds like you need a medication adjustment or change. If you are feeling that bad on meds, you aren't on the right amount or you need something different. I take antidepressants, mood stabilizer and anti anxiety meds. It took a combination of medications to get me feeling better. Talk to the prescribing doctor and let him know that you aren't feeling well where you are at. Hopefully they will help you. If not, seek out counseling. That will help you too. I sure do hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 6/28/2011 9:17 PM (GMT -6)   
i feel like a burden too. i lost my job and had to move in with my sister and her girlfriend. her gf is making things really hard on me, and my sister just turns her head and ignores it. it seems like i cant get a break...is that how you feel too?

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   Posted 6/28/2011 9:45 PM (GMT -6)   
thank you Karen and yes I know ...I am currently on 3 different medications right now. My psychiatrist is still trying to help balance me out. My dosage is just constantly increased causing more effects.
Dontknowhow...i am sorry to hear that. but yes that's how i feel in the sense that people are just getting tired of it. but its hard because my mother also has disorders but shes worse they still don't know exactly whats wrong with her. So i try to be strong by keeping my pain to myself. But do you have any friends who can keep you occupied while your staying there to help ease the load?
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