Hi there and welcome to the forum. Sweetie, life is not perfect. And it is true that the grass always looks greener. But we are all dealt different cards in life. I know what you are going through. My mother was mentally ill and raised a lot of disturbance in the family. To be honest I was a little embarrassed of her. She was mean, would want to fight. It was hard for me. She was in a mental institution for years and then came home. I did not know what to do. I took refuge in a friend. She kept me sane. I loved my mom, but she was so selfish. Finances can be hard. But you will get through this. It will make you a strong person. I am glad you posted here. Keep posting.
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