In order to get another place to live, you need a job. So if you want to move out, I suggest you start looking for work, that would be your first step.
I am sorry that you aren't happy. Happiness comes from within. You said that your parents don't understand you or support you. But you also said that you don't tell them anything. I just wanted to point out that if they don't know what is going on or how you feel, they can't support you. So you really can't blame them for not understanding if you don't tell them anything. I am not making excuses for their behavior. I am just trying to figure this out.
Maybe they are financially in a bind and can't afford to feed extra people, I don't know their financial situation, maybe they just want to complain, I don't know. But I try to give people the benefit of a doubt. It sounds like you just plain aren't communicating and it does sound like you could use a place of your own. Maybe if you got a job, and your boyfriend got a place or a job, you could move in togehter as roomates. I don't know, just a thought. But I don't think you are going to get anywhere if you aren't working.
You said you didn't get A's on purpose, that only hurts you.
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