Words are pretty powerful things. Yet so easy to use. People always seem to know the sensible, right and comforting things to say.
I don't want to seem difficult or ungrateful to you all who are trying so hard, but words mean nothing to me. I genuinley feel awful for saying to that but I genuinley believe that the reason for that is because I've felt so alone and know that the only person I can genuinley
Listen to is myself.
I only rely on myself now. When Uve felt isolated for so long you learn to block things out. I promise u I don't mean to. And it's kind of you all, but it doesn't make a huge difference to how I feel :(
I'm so sorry
Post Edited (Lolarose) : 7/13/2011 4:05:53 AM (GMT-6)