I live in San Antonio Texas, moved here from Ohio in 2002 to live with my now ex roomate/friend who I met in the chat room on this very site. I re-joined healing well again in 2008.
I am not ready to talk about my boyfriend or our situation just yet, but I am not doing well right now and have been desperate to find someone to talk to or to just care. I know my depression is very bad because I spend 90% of my day in bed, binge eat, and think about suicide everyday. I do manage to do a little cleaning and I did manage to mow my lawn the other day. But whatever I do, my efforts to distract myself from what is happening are short lived.