Thanks, I have looked up bipolar and several other things, I have talked to several people about and I know that's not what I have. My moods are that of someone with bipolar but they are not as extreme and the lows and highs only last a few days, shifting from one to the other throughout the days, out of the blue I am depressed and have no idea why, then three hours later, after laying around doing nothing, then I just pop up deciding to go on a two mile run in the summer heat or do something reckless. What on earth is that called? I know I have a more emotional personality than most, not sure what is is though, but I'm leaning on God to try and take away my depression and calm my racing emotions. Although it does feel like I will never get over this, even when I think I have found the light at the end of the tunnel I hit a brick wall. One step forward, two steps back.