Hello, Amz24, none of us was ever put here for no reason; believe that.
If you've had only one physician who told you that you can't have children, get a second opinion, at least. If it turns out that it's best for you not to have children, there is always the adoption route which is possible for you and your husband to pursue. There are other routes,
as well, such as a surrogate mother to carry your child for you and your husband until his/her birth. You may wish to pursue one or more
of those avenues.
Try to get counseling for the depression. It will stabilize you and give
you the time you need to investigate having children by another route if the second physician says it's dangerous for you or that you can't
At your young age, there's no real reason for you and your husband not to have a child if you wish. It's just a matter of investigating.
Don't give up--never give up, my husband always said. It was good
advice; I followed it and hope you will.
Take care of yourself and then get to work on plans for motherhood, one way or the other! You are here definitely for a purpose that you
may not know about right now, but will in time learn.