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kittycat1232909
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Date Joined Jul 2011
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   Posted Today 7:32 PM (GMT -6)   
I dont know what to do :( i have alot to live for but i feel like i jsut want to kill myself. ive been dealing with depression since i was 12 or 13.  But it has worsened through out this year nd i feel like there is no one i can go to. I cant talk to my family. my family already has enough crap to deal with.  and none of my friends help me. In fact i feel like i dont have a true friend. I have a bad smoking problem but through smoking i can escape sometimes. Im just so confused in my life i feel like no one cares. And no one can help me right now. Its been hard especially with my dads cancer and the fact that i lost my job.  Im very lost right now. And every friend i have seems to be crapting over me. me nd my mom fight too nd sometimes i cant handle my angry. and i know my angry can push people away but ive been trying.  I just dont know what to do. I dont want to hurt myself but it seems like i cant control how i feel or the fact that i just want to die.  

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Date Joined Sep 2007
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   Posted 7/23/2011 7:27 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Kittycat,

Welcome to the HealingWell Depression forum. Get yourself into see a counselor. You can stop this before it gets worse. Please know that we aren't allowed to discuss suicide or self harm here. I didn't edit your post because you didn't talk about it a lot. And for smoking, I think you are talking about cigarettes, well, you should quit before it becomes an addiction. If it is about pot, well, we can't discuss that either.

I am sorry that your father has cancer. What kind does he have? That is a lot to deal with. Pleae keep posting and we will help you as much as possible.

Take care sweety, you have a lot to live for. Remember that.

Hugs, Karen
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