Welcome to the forum. I honestly think you should seek counseling for this. I am sure that it is still bothering you. And the counselor would help you approach him and discuss it if that is what is needed. I am sorry that this has happened to you. And I can see your dilemma. Really and truly, counseling would help you. This isn't the end of the world, but it could be a problem for you if not adressed and worked on with professional help.
Try not to let it bother you, but yes, do something about how you are feeling. You two made a mistake, and we all do that. So don't feel ashamed of what happened, but talking to a couselor would help put it behind you.
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