To be honest with you, if you do break down, it gives the counselor
something to work with. Don't be afraid of counseling
, tell them what you told us.
Being a teen is hard. You have so many new things to deal with. You are on your way to being an adult and you go through a lot of emotions. Just try to take this one day at a time. Do see a counselor. I would have suggested that even if you wouldn't have mentioned it. I go and it is the best thing that I have ever done. I am always feeling better afterwards.
Keep your chin up. Friends come and go in life. You will have many more. But to have one true one is fortunate.
Stay sweet. Stay just the way that you are. You sound like a nice perwon and that is very important.
PS Here are some sites that might help you:
I hope that some of these help you. Atleast until you get some counseling.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies