Losing Hope In EVERYTHING.

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Pandaa.V
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   Posted 7/25/2011 9:40 PM (GMT -6)   
Im 15 and I've been hiding my depression from everybody since I was 13. So I've been with my bf for a year and 2 months I do love him but im always having to wait to talk to him. Me and him don't have phones so we can't talk or text. Im able to log on to fb and leave messages but he cant so im up all night waiting to talk to him. Then there's my mom and sis, my nightmares ! My sis is 20 and treats me like her personal *****. She pushes me around then when i snap she acts like she does so much for me. My mom, im a little fat so she pushes me to run to lose weight to be like me 90 ld. sister, she wants me to be just like my sis skinny, girly, smart-ass, and her ****ing prodigy. I hate the way they treat me. I snap at them and they just ignore it i cant do anything to make them realize im not their *****, servant, dog, or slave. I they thought i was crazy and said they had nothing to make me feel like that. im sick of everything i want to run away. im tired of crying my ass off cuz nobody understands !! i want someone to help me and listen ! please help !
 
I am sorry but we can't discuss suiide on this forum.... Thanks for understanding...  Hugs, Karen

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/26/2011 8:17:06 AM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 7/26/2011 8:19 AM (GMT -6)   
I am sorry for what you are going through. Do you see a counselor? They help so much. I hope that you get a phone so that you can talk to your boyfriend. But don't let it control your life. People text so much these days. Things will get better for you. Take things one day at a time.

Hugs, Karen

PS Please try not to swear on the forum. Thanks...
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Pandaa.V
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   Posted 7/26/2011 8:16 PM (GMT -6)   
@getting by
Im sorry about the cussing im just under so much pressure. I won't be getting a phone soon, my parents made that very clear, but when i turn 16 i'll try to get a job so i can do it my self. My parents dont ever give me support about anything. I try taking one step at a time but I get ambushed that same second. i have no options im trapped.  is just easy now. Everything gets worse now. Its killing me.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/27/2011 8:25:35 AM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 7/27/2011 8:27 AM (GMT -6)   
I took one word out of your post. We aren't suppose to discuss it. But I hate to see you feeling this low. Are you going to any counseling? Know that you don't have to feel this way. Life is really good. You are young and have a beautiful life ahead of you.

I am sorry that you feel you get ambushed everytime you turn around. That must be so difficult. But hang in there. Try to think positive. Keep coming here, we will be your support system. You are a good person and deserve to feel some happiness.

Keep posting.

Hugs, Karen
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Pandaa.V
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   Posted 7/27/2011 9:30 PM (GMT -6)   
@getting by
Thanks atleast someone's listening.
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