Im 15 and I've been hiding my depression
from everybody since I was 13. So I've been with my bf for a year and 2 months I do love him but im always having to wait to talk to him. Me and him don't have phones
so we can't talk or text. Im able to log on to fb and leave messages but he cant so im up all night waiting to talk to him. Then there's my mom and sis, my nightmares ! My sis is 20 and treats me like her personal *****. She pushes me around then when i snap she acts like she does so much for me. My mom, im a little fat so she pushes me to run to lose weight
to be like me 90 ld. sister, she wants me to be just like my sis skinny, girly, smart-ass, and her ****ing prodigy. I hate the way they treat me. I snap at them and they just ignore it i cant do anything to make them realize im not their *****, servant, dog, or slave. I they thought i was crazy and said they had nothing to make me feel like that. im sick of everything i want to run away. im tired of crying my ass off cuz nobody understands !! i want someone to help me and listen ! please help !
I am sorry but we can't discuss suiide on this forum.... Thanks for understanding... Hugs, Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/26/2011 8:17:06 AM (GMT-6)