Try to think positive, I know, easier said than done. I think counseling would help you a lot. so I hope you are able to hook up with a counselor. Try not to be afraid to be alone. Pretend that you live alone and do this all the time. It helps. Kind of a mind game I guess. And learn to love yourself. That makes being alone so much easier. I am alone a lot and I like it. Have a few friends that I visit from time to time, but that is it. My husband is always on the go, I just dont' have the energy to keep up with him anymore. So at home I sit. But I am contented with it.
I hope that you start to feel better soon. Take care, keep posting.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies