Hi guys this is my first time on the site, i read that this site was useful so i wanted to give it a try.
My guild is the sweetest people around and they treated me like family. During the course of a few months, my guild had some messy emotional turmoil and the person who had caused the issues later used me thus pissing me off and causing me to go under a lot of stress. I was at the point of wanting to make them pay for what they did to me. So blindly the next day, I had logged on my guilds vent under their name hoping to have my guild make them feel bad and things backfired and i ended up hurting my friends instead. This had happened this first week of this month.I know what i did was wrong but instead of telling the truth i lied to hide my deep shame that was growing inside of me and now am all alone inside. I spent the last confront my inner demons after i had spent the rest of this month away from them to get my head cleared out. I no longer stress over my actions but now that i log back into in game, one of my closest friend is questioning me about
it and i lock up inside and don't know what to do now. There words were like daggers to my heart and the feeling of losing my friends has caused me to become depressed to the point of physical sickness. If u have any advice all is welcomed and thank you for taking the time to read this.
Post Edited (datertots) : 7/30/2011 10:17:43 AM (GMT-6)