Depressed and Confused

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datertots
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   Posted 7/29/2011 11:03 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi guys this is my first time on the site, i read that this site was useful so i wanted to give it a try.
My guild is the sweetest people around and they treated me like family. During the course of a few months, my guild had some messy emotional turmoil and the person who had caused the issues later used me thus pissing me off and causing me to go under a lot of stress. I was at the point of wanting to make them pay for what they did to me. So blindly the next day, I had logged on my guilds vent under their name hoping to have my guild make them feel bad and things backfired and i ended up hurting my friends instead. This had happened this first week of this month.I know what i did was wrong but instead of telling the truth i lied to hide my deep shame that was growing inside of me and now am all alone inside. I spent the last confront my inner demons after i had spent the rest of this month away from them to get my head cleared out. I no longer stress over my actions but now that i log back into in game, one of my closest friend is questioning me about it and i lock up inside and don't know what to do now. There words were like daggers to my heart and the feeling of losing my friends has caused me to become depressed to the point of physical sickness. If u have any advice all is welcomed and thank you for taking the time to read this.

Post Edited (datertots) : 7/30/2011 10:17:43 AM (GMT-6)


getting by
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   Posted 7/30/2011 6:42 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi there and welcome to the forum. I am sorry but I don't know what a guild is. So that makes this post confusing to me. But I think that the best thing that happeneed is you learned a lesson. And you sontt forget it.

I hope that things work out for you.

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

datertots
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   Posted 7/30/2011 10:19 AM (GMT -6)   
Sorry about the bit of confusion, a guild is like a group of various different people that have the same interest

getting by
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   Posted 7/30/2011 11:40 AM (GMT -6)   
Thank you for letting me know what a guild was. All I know is that you may have made a mistake, but don't beat yourself up over it. We all do it. And the best thing is to acknowledge it to yourself and move on. Chaulk it up to a learning experience. Now you know better and I am sure that you wont do it again. Keep your chin up and try to have a good day.

Take care,

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

datertots
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   Posted 7/30/2011 12:27 PM (GMT -6)   
Thank you for the help Getting it means a lot to me, i can now walk forward with no regret weighing me down

Esem
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   Posted 8/8/2011 11:20 AM (GMT -6)   
Actually I did that to my guy, covered up my mistake. He dint take it very well and my relationship with him is rocky at the moment, a boat that can capsize! I am just holding on and praying it wont capsize, I know it wont-thats faith. i love him a lot . I sent him a mail as he doesnt want to answer my calls! Not good,eh! I know things will sort out, it'll take a while but he's hurt pretty bad, it was the last thing he expected, the last person! I covered it up not deliberately but on the advice of a frien and I am a darn bad liar, I cant lie for a feather, anyone can see right thru my lies and he's darn smart and can see right thru my skull!!! Anyway, I know I can make it better with time and show how much his feelings matter to me and make amends as and when opportunity strikes!!! Man! I made some major mistakes on that front and I need to undo,but they say let sleeping dogs lie ( or is it sleeping lions?, not sure tho!) so if this thing doesnt come up I'll quietly leave it and hope it's best forgotten. Else I'll have to make sure it is killed and buried and never resurrects again! We've all been there some point in life, havent we,dont worry, I have learned my lesson, sad I did it but its ok. I got to know how sensitive he is and what I mean to him. Now I am going to focus on how to make him feel like a royal prince!
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