I got engaged about
3 weeks ago. Things arent going so great. I feel like i walk on eggshells with her all the time. She is mean, rude, and generally treats me poorly, there is soo much more to this, but, im feeling because of it. Im at work, and just dont really want to function at all. I found out she has an alcohol problem
, which explains why she blacks out after like one drink, she always calls me a liar for telling her what she did when she drank and it hurts me alot. A woman i love and have given my life to, the first woman i have ever told i love.. my thoughts are fleeting right now, i recognize that, but im finding hard to want to exist.
I am sorry, but we can't discuss suicide on this forum, so I had to edit your post. Hugs, Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 8/4/2011 5:36:54 PM (GMT-6)