I have been on anti dep meds for about 50 days now - dont know if they are making any diff at all.
I like to be alone and have to be pushed to do things - i really dont like it - dont like the people around me (my family)
Conflicting thoughts keep floating in my mind and often I get jumbled in my thoughts and go blank
The key concern is that I find it difficult to sleep at night even with the help of meds and keep thinking - all negative thoughts
The feeling to do something, meet people, take calls is just not there.
I like playing with my dog sometimes
Do not know how things are moving about as I dont seem to be having a will to do, take decisions.
I am finding it difficult to read for the last 10 days or so - understandig levels are low and I keep forgetting.
It has taken me a good 45 mins to write this-will wait for your helpful inputs