hi bb, i hear you. we never choose it, so get that out of ya head, but we can do things to improve it. journelling is one, writing it down as a form of expression, it really helps. i do it. counselling is another thing. having someone to talk about stuff is really helpful-do you have a school counsellor? depression is a bum of a thing at times-but it doesn't have to be always. i am glad that you found us. keep posting ok. we are here for you. with much healing compassion,
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