I don't know what to do

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blankasablanket
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Date Joined Aug 2011
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   Posted 8/9/2011 2:41 AM (GMT -6)   
Well first of all I really don't know what I'm doing. Like are there rules or is it just a speak your mind kinda thing. Well I'm only thirteen and soon to be fourteen, I suffer from depression and I take medication and see a doctor every week but I still just seem depressed. I just want it to go away and i feel like the depression is eating me up inside. Every time I'm happy it seems like the universe just wants me to be sad... like I'm always wrong at everything and the only word people decide to give me is "no". My life is really good and I don't understand why I feel this way. My parents aren't divorced, were not poor or rich, and I have a descent amount of friends and yet I feel like laying in bed all day and do nothing. I just want all of this to go away but nothing seems to work. Life just sucks right now I mean I'm in the middle of everything like my age just is the worst possible age to be. Also everyone tells me that it's like I'm choosing to be like this and sometimes i think that maybe they're right. Every once in a while I just give up and let the numbingness of the depression take over because I just feel like giving up. Im so over it and just exhausted it would be great to have someone comment but if not its ok I feel better already just letting all of this out.

Thanks for Reading,

theHTreturns...
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 8/9/2011 4:12 AM (GMT -6)   
hi bb, i hear you. we never choose it, so get that out of ya head, but we can do things to improve it. journelling is one, writing it down as a form of expression, it really helps. i do it. counselling is another thing. having someone to talk about stuff is really helpful-do you have a school counsellor? depression is a bum of a thing at times-but it doesn't have to be always. i am glad that you found us. keep posting ok. we are here for you. with much healing compassion,

-jamie.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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   Posted 8/9/2011 4:14 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi BB,

I wanted to welcome you to the forum. I am sorry that you are suffering from depression at such an early age. I really do hope that you feel better soon. Take care and keep posting.

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

blankasablanket
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Date Joined Aug 2011
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   Posted 8/10/2011 5:11 AM (GMT -6)   
Thank you guys soooo much. I actually see a therapist every Tuesday so I went yesterday and I feel soooo much better. I went with my parents and just let everything out so I'm happy to be feeling better. I love this website and I thank you for all the support. The Journaling idea sounds really good I'd like to try it! Thank you so much.

theHTreturns...
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 8/10/2011 5:50 AM (GMT -6)   
excellent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jamie. puts a smile on my dial.
SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE DISORDER, EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER, BORDERLINE TYPE -AXIS 2 , RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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