Ok, so now I don't have any feeings. Perhaps the nortriptyline is kicking in. I had such incredible sadness but today nothing. Not happy, but not sad. I'm grateful for that. Because I felt like I was at the end of my rope. I hope the meds hold off the sadness until sept, for my doc appointment. I will also continue to read all the encouraging words and advice given here.
I took my son to the beach for a few days. It was hard at first because I was so down. I had decided that I was going to the hospital upon my return and had made arrangements for him. Right now I don't feel that I need to go. I hope this feeling of nothingness isn't the calm before the storm.
Has anyone else ever had this nothingness feeling? Is this one of the waves of depression?