hello, ive just heard about
this site today and figured that it would be good to help me since ive been feeling depressed for quite a while now.. i feel so alone my friends don't talk to me as much as they used to. its my summer vacation and i havent gone out with 1 friend ever since. it makes me feel like nobody knows i exist? i know that family is always there for you ,but even if i want to do something with my sister its like she always says no my mom never wants to go out either so im pretty much stuck at home doing nothing on my laptop
almost everyday because there isnt really much to do. i play with my dog and walk her and it makes me feel happy again but just for 5 minutes than im back to negative thinking and feeling alone. When my mom asks me to do something around the house like chores i feel like she doesnt ask me polite enough and i feel like im a slave to the house. me and my mom dont have a good relationship because i find that we dont relaly have much in common. my mom is just good for yelling at me, telling me to do stuff around the house. We don't have that mohther and daugther talk she never asks me how im feeling or anything even though im really not doing well. as to why i dont want to ask to bring to counceling because i dont want to tell her im feeling this way.. so i decided to find something online to help me atleeast. Im worried because school is starting
very soon and i know that i'll still be depressed and imjust worried because i want to start good for school, but i dont think i will because i'll feel miserable (lonely) and i wont be able to concentrate. I also tend to forget a LOT . .
thank you to whoevers taking the time to read this
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