It can be hard when you are shy. But there are a lot of shy people. Besides, you should try to make learning your top priority. Then the rest might just fall into place. You will probably meet more people like yourself.
I am sorry that you feel like your mom picks on you. Are you the oldest? Often the oldest has to help with the younger ones. It doesn't seem fair, but you learn responsiblilty. That is important to know when you get older. It makes life a lot easier.
Enjoy being young. You will make friends. And things will seem better once school starts
. It gives us something to look forward to.
PS I gave your post a title.
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