HI NEWCOMER, MY son's girlfriend was or maybe still a. I've recently picked up this book about personality disorders
. it's called "I have you, don't leave me". very informative. maybe you can get it at your local library.it's helped me an awful lot, since my mom was just diagnosed with bi=polar. after all these years masking her pain with booze and pills, then got sober, but still had such rage, resentment, and jealousy. it made her ugly in and out. if she was only diagnosed early in life, like you, we all i mean our family would've gone a different way. when you cut yourself, what it does is release a happy hormone in your brain, similar to people on drugs.you have to tell your mom, depression
goes along with anxiety and personality disorder. you may have a chemical imbalance that you were born with and can't help what's goin on in your head, a good shrink will put you on the right path. but tell your mom. please stop hurting yourself. you are worth so much more. get help. get help.now............... your not alone, many many many of us out there. keep posting it helps, you'll see.hang in there. take care and good luck,,,
it's late where i live been online too long. gotta get some shut eye. take care ..... tyn2getby.