I'm sorry that you are feeling so sad. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself.
I am older now, but I remember when I was 13 I cried all the time. Sometimes it was about my looks - I was all bones and not very pretty. Other times I just needed to cry, and I wasn't sure why. I still don't know exactly why I was so sad. I think part of it is that when you are 13 you aren't a little kid anymore, but you aren't old enough to make your own decisions and stuff yet. Its hard when some girls get more mature and prettier more quickly than you. Also, when you feel like other people are happy and you are not it can feel like there is something wrong with you. It can be hard just to try to figure out who you are because you are still changing so quickly.
I don't know what your life is like or what kinds of problems you might have, or if you are just sad. I know you said you have some friends, so that's a good thing. I also know that you and me are not the same person, but things did get a little better for me with time. Please try to talk to some people who can help you. You sound like a special kid and I am sure that many people would be able to help you in some way, and that many people would be devasted if anything happened to you. Just try to do one day at a time and come here when you need people who care about you and can understand how awful it is to be depressed. We care.
Post Edited (LonesomeDove) : 8/21/2011 10:34:44 PM (GMT-6)