I'm a girl. I am 13 years old and I feel so depressed. I know, I'm only 13. You probably think I have no idea what depression
is like. I do. I just want someone to help me? This is going to sound like a pretty stupid reason to be depressed but, I'm sick of everyhting. Everyday I wake up and force myself to look in the mirror. I can't bare my refelction. I don't have loads of friends but the ones I do have, tell me I'm pretty and stuff but I don't feel it at all. Every night I go to bed and cry. I cry about
how I hate myself. I have so many emotions is me right now. Its hard to define each of them. I feel so isolated and alone from the rest of the world. I look around each day and see beautiful people that are bright and look so happy and I can't help feel that I was singled out from the world. It gets me down so much. A few months ago, I started . I can't stop anymore. Only two of my friends know and they're my only two best friends that I have. They've had to talk me out of several times and I just feel so sorry for them. Every time I feel like, they're the ones who have to teach me out of it and I don't want do it anymore. I don't want them to feel the pressure of having to teach me otherwise. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I'm sick of feeling so imperfect all of the time. I just don't know what to do. I shouln't feel like this at 13. I've not even ventured into adulthood and I already feel this way.
I am sorry but I had to edit your post as we aren't allowed to discuss suicide or self harm on this forum. Please do read the forum rules. Thanks for understanding. Hugs, Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 8/21/2011 6:03:30 PM (GMT-6)