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Fetty
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   Posted 8/26/2011 9:39 AM (GMT -6)   
hi im fetty and im not realy sure were this post would go so ill start here.
reading the other post seems kinda pointless now but here gose.
 
i have been feeling depressed for some time now not realy sure when it started i think it started when my dad commeted suicide but it kinda seems a little more down the line but not realy sure.yesterday i got up at 5pm way to late i know i cant realy help it its my moms bday today btw and idk how to aprouch it. i called the suicide hotline just to talk to some one telling them that im not at that stage yet i guess and all they realy said to help me is bake my mom a cake for her b-day sounds awsome and wish i had the time. so little back ground is im 20 years old dont have much of any thing realy lived on my own for maybe 2 years and now back at my moms house cause couldnt afford to live on my own any more had maybe but 3 suitable girlfreinds in mylife and blew them all away for some dumb reasons. no job going on like 4 years now how ive stayed afloat dont realy know. im on the edge of being a aclky possible or already am one accepance is the first step they say i am if i am i wont dout it. i guess my descaise is achole. ive been throw 3 or more treatments, and still seem to drink like i am now i took my step dads bottle and gulped it away no more.. ive been on anti depression meds before and all i can say for those are they made me more socail and a little more energized but i have stoped them for quite some time now. and i feel fine without them or back to what i was before i was on them. theres not realy a question in there i realize now but thanks for reading
 
 
(forgot to add last night i slept for about 12 hours but before that i think it was 3days no sleep)

Post Edited (Fetty) : 8/26/2011 9:56:38 AM (GMT-6)


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   Posted 8/26/2011 10:29 AM (GMT -6)   
HI Fetty,

It sounds like you need to talk to somebody about alcohol abuse. I can tell you one thing truthfully, alcohol makes us depressed. So the depression could be coming from drinking. Talk to somebody aobut quitting drinking and see if it makes you feel better. It takes awhile for the effects of the alcohol to go away, so be patient with yourself. I hope you do something nice for your mom's birthday.

Keep posting and know that we care.

Hugs, Karen
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Fetty
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   Posted 8/26/2011 10:53 AM (GMT -6)   
Ya alcohol has played a big part in my life and were i am today honistly i wish i was one of those kids when i was younger that said no to every thing you know... but i wasnt i was that dumb ***.... but i have been to treatment for it and have quit for a every long time almost a year the first time i stoped drinking i know some way i always relaps as they say but i dont think its realy that love the feeling and love getting away but hate the long affect not like hang over ive never realy had one that lasted longer then a glass of water, and still working on that b-day.

getting by
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   Posted 8/26/2011 12:04 PM (GMT -6)   
You will get there Fetty. It isn't easy. When we suffer from depression, it makes everything seem harder. Have you ever thought about going to AA meetings? I understand that they can really help. It is also a good way to meet people in the same boat as yourself. You might want to give it a try.

We all do things that we wished we wouldn't have. That is a part of life. That is how some of us learn. Try to keep your chin up. You are really trying and that is what matters. Keep up the good work. And it is work.

Hugs, Karen
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