Oh Its been a crazy stressful week at both home and work! I just want to totally crash for a few days! Having two jobs basically that add up to 24 hours doesnt work.. I work with the school system during the day and then start babysitting as soon as I get home. Usually I get Fri & Sat off but my two friends split and things are super-duper nasty right now. With Joe out of the house, Vanessa needs someone to watch the kids while she's at work... well LOL a 4 month old doesnt wanna sleep on my schedule! lol Cant take ambien because thered be no way I would wake up when he cried.
Abilify seems to be working I missed my med appt due to no car issue.. I also pinched the nerve in my neck/shoulder so am also on muslce relaxeres now Still dont have 100% feeling back in my hand... super shaky when I do.
Im wanting to write down stuff to show my therapist tomorroww but when I go to write to her its like theres a block. Im so tired but cant go to sleep yet... UGH!