Have been thinking alot lately as things for me haven't gone so well for the past two years. So, I thought I would share the issues I am having and maybe, just maybe somebody could shed some positive light on me.
It started two years ago after I was laid off, then things went down hill real fast. Its been a real struggle to find work, I have 2 Bachelors and was working on my masters and cannot find work. I am blowing through my 401K very fast, not sure how long I have. On top of this, I was diagnosed with AS (Ankylosing Spondylitis), which is a rhuematoid arthritic disease thats very agressive. I am in pain constantly and I am taking injections weekly and pills that cost a fortune. The disease not only causes destructive changes in my body but also causes severe fatigue as well. Not sure how long I can afford this treatment. I feel like a burden to my family and I have trouble meeting people or going out. This year, now I was diagnosed with CHF (Congestive Heart Failure), or Dialated Cardiomyopathy. Not the news I needed. Now Iam on even more meds that play havoc with my GI system as well as all the side effects. Basically I am a utter mess. Everyday without any meaningfull work I feel I am slipping away. I guess I need help.
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