i have been on deepresion medicine for 3 years and last month they just uped it to 100mg on zoloft...... I feel great now im doing well in school good at home i had a really rough last 3 years :ill summrize it i was having reckless unprotected sex... and doing running away all the fun stuff) so about a month ago i admitted my self into an inpatient hospital to get "HELP" i knew i wanted to change but i wanted to makesure i could and needed the right tools to belive in my self . iam getting this major sugery next month a colonotmy (colon removed) and just about 10 min. ago i felt at ease about the whole thing. but some things are still bothering me .
i knowdeep down in my heart i want to continue
all these bad behaviors but when im doing good i know people are proud of me and it makes me feelgood that there proud of me but on the flip side i LOVE the scandolus feeling and being .....this is my last year in high school i have goals for myself....but its like i dont know what TYPE of life i want to choose
because i cant do booth
when im good i feel like im hidding the reblious part of me and when im rebeling i feel that im hiding the good part of me.
I JUST DONT KNOW
I am sorry Jackie, but we can't discuss illegal drugs on the forum. Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 9/6/2011 7:30:01 AM (GMT-6)