I don't know what is so hard about saying to others what is on their
mind. If they have something to say, they should say it. I know my
"friends" are somewhat mad or upset at me, but I have no idea why. I
know that I do not see them much and that might be one of the reason why
they don't want to tell what is going on, but I still want to know what
is going on. I feel so confused. I think about what I could have done
to do this even though I should be concentrated on other things instead.
I am ignoring this problem because I know I have other things to worry
about. I have not tried talking to them because I am afraid of what they
might tell me, and because if I hang out with them, I will not have
time to do my other things like I am able to do know. I am just... lost.