depression has totally taken over my life, or at least for the last 6 years, take meds they say, nothing works. I am married with four great kids who dont need this at all, and what if they take after me, they're crazy mom. No one in my family understands they think i can just get over it. I am on anxiety pills right now because I feel like I'm having a heart attack from the pains in my chest. I gave up on everything else, I need to return to my doc but I feel like I'm a pain.... In the past I have cut myself, which was while I was taking celexa. Now I just want to stay in bed and sleep the days away..... Crazy in my world.