Touches of Loneliness

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youngmil
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   Posted 9/11/2011 11:29 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi everyone, it's been a while since I've posted. Feeling somewhat lonely tonight, haven't been in contact with anyone today but it's been a nice day. Watched all of the happenings with the dedications and memorials in light of the 9/11 events. I had just written my cousin on yesterday because I remembered exactly where I was on the day that everything happened. I will never ever forget that day, and watching all of the news and documentaries today re-ignited those feelings of outrage and deep sympathy for my fellow americans.

Good news, my spouse and I have been talking...she also offered to take me out for my birthday last month, I was pleasantly surprised and she paid for my dinner and bought me a gift. Nice huh? We've been talking off and on over the past few weeks more than we have before, and I believe she's changing some. I'm not quite ready to move back with her, but I do want the companionship. I still have so many questions. Anyway I need to seek more counseling for myself and figure out what to do further. I know she's got to be tired of waiting on me, I guess. My thoughts run deep. Now I've not heard anything from my son since early July, not sure what to do there either. I feel like such a loser with all of this, I'm just not sure what to do anymore.

Some of you will be surprised at my next comments, but since I've been living apart from my spouse and we've not been close until a couple of months many of you remember that I shared how a woman who was employed at the place I staying was attracted to me, and of course that's over. I've not heard from her again. But there's a girl that moved in across from me that I've noticed going back and forth. She's a really nice girl, and I think very attractive, so...the other night for the first time I asked her out for ice cream. Much to my surprise, she said yes. we had a nice conversation and shared a few things about ourselves with each other. She is so beautiful, and just so you'll know, I have not made any other moves, I just wanted to get to know her a little better. But regardless I couldn't do anything anyway and based on my background and beliefs it would be hard to jump into any relationship. I just wanted to share, it's the same 'ol boring me here. Hope all of the friends that I've communicated with through HW are doing well. I miss so many of you who've touched me with your comments and I especially mis "worried girl," we used to talk very frequently, I wish she was available to talk again, but I know she's moved on to bigger and better friends. I just wanted a place to open up and share my thoughts, and this is the place I come to when I feel the lowest.

My birthday was nice, but now I really feel OLD. And you know with m spouse keeping in touch with me, maybe she wants to not grow old alone either. Anyway, I hope to hear from someone out there. Any advice, comforting words? I'm open to hear from whomever reads this tonight.

Thanks,
TY

worriedgirl
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   Posted 9/12/2011 7:17 PM (GMT -6)   
i am always available to talk. ive been waiting for you to come online anyways. i cant talk tonight but can tomorrow.
The only person who can make you happy is you. Be your own self and love who you are because each and every one of you are wonderful for who you are


"No one really dies because they have loved. Because they love they stay in the hearts of the people they have touched so in that their memory lives on." Ghost whisperer-i know corny but this touched me deep down and i see so much truth in it.

youngmil
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   Posted 9/12/2011 7:52 PM (GMT -6)   
hey worried girl!!! Thank you, I'm sorry I've been away so long...sure, we can talk tomorrow.
TY

getting by
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   Posted 9/12/2011 8:36 PM (GMT -6)   
Hey Youngmil,

Glad to see you back on the forum. I am happy that you and WG are going to be talking. That is cool.

Things sound interesting to say the least. You have come a long way. Keep up the good work.

Hugs, Karen
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youngmil
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   Posted 9/12/2011 9:06 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Karen, I've missed you too! Thanks for dropping in :) Hope you are well. Hows your dog these days?
TY

getting by
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   Posted 9/13/2011 5:36 AM (GMT -6)   
She is good. I continue to walk her every day. I fear it is getting cold fast here. No snow please!!! The temps have dropped tremendously. Yesterday was so hot. Pribably 90. Today we will be lucky to reach 60. Yikes, I know when the snow comes it will slow down my walks. Hopefully not though. I have to keep a good attitude about that. If I keep moving outside it will make it easier. I am just freaking with this temperature drop and hope it isn't permanent.

Take care Youngmil. Have a great day.

Hugs, Karen
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youngmil
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   Posted 9/18/2011 12:46 AM (GMT -6)   
Karen so nice to hear all is well. And you're right, winter is peeking around the corner despite the scorcher of a summer we've had here. Although I must say it has been quite pleasant with the brushes of cool air, not cold but September right.

Just thought I'd chime in tonight (this morn rather), having those weekend lonelies. Had a full day today, made some extra cash from helping someone with their home computer system, gained alot from an earlier seminar I went to to help me understand stocks and how to trade. I'll be making my first play on Monday. Sound advice, sound and tangible proof and exciting times financially. Just feeling lonely. I have to be honest, I really like the girl next door, she's so unique in every way, very simple, simply intelligent and very nice to talk to. But...
TY

youngmil
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   Posted 9/22/2011 7:49 PM (GMT -6)   
Just stopping in to touch with someone. Still have these touches of loniness, but hanging in there.
TY

getting by
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   Posted 9/23/2011 4:55 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi TY.

Sorry I didn't answer your last post. Been hectic. I don't know what to tell you about the new lady that you met. Sounds like you are a tad bit interested. Maybe you could be friends and have coffee together or something. But I know that you don't want to get into any sticky situations. Take it one day at a time. You will know what feels right to you. I wish for you the best.

Hugs, Karen
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