Here are some resources for you. Please contact somebody and get some help. You shouldn't be afraid of being hurt. You don't deserve that.
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632
Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433
Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696
AAA Crisis Pregnancy Center 800-560-0717
Child Abuse Hotline | Support & Information 800-792-5200
Crisis Help Line | For Any Kind of Crisis 800-233-4357
Domestic & Teen Dating Violence | English & Spanish 800-992-2600
Parental Stress Hotline | Help for Parents 800-632-8188
Runaway Hotline | All Calls are Confidential 800-231-6946
Sexual Assault Hotline | Up 24/7 - In English & Spanish 800-223-5001
Suicide & Depression Hotline | Covenant House 800-999-9999
Nineline | Teen Peer Support: http://nineline.org/
I hope you are okay...
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