I've often thought about seing aa doctor but I'm embarassed, I don't know why. I've been like this for years and having these thoughts, I don't know why I do either. I wish I didn't.. I kept telling myself I wasn't depressed, and I'm not depressed.. So no I'm not on any medication, not sure if I need to be? Does it help? Am I really depressed, or am I just been too negative.
I moved away to uni in 2007, and suffered from homesickness their.. But that got better when I met my partner, we moved intogether but have recently split.. Now back at home after finishing uni, I'm finding it hard to readjust, and fit in. My mum and bro seem to have liked it bettter without me their, and I just feel like I'm in the way and not wanted.
My brother gets away with alsorts, and he gets what he wants, when I ask for something, it always starts an argument, they say I'm ungrateful, and selfish..
I'm just getting realy agitated, and upset all the time, no energy to even do things.
I have a part time job and love it, so I'm meeting new people and I go out sometimes..