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   Posted 9/27/2011 8:49 PM (GMT -6)   
I don't know what to do. I just started a new job. I feel like I should be happy. It's the exact opposite. After doing nothing for nine months, I realized that my muscles have probably atrophied and my fatigue is not only mental, but physical. I also ran out of ADHD meds which is so not helping. There are times during the day when I feel like I'm having a panic attack. I want to cry, I want to die, I want to quit. I want to curl up in a hole and die again. Three times today I went to the ladies, and actually - this is going to sound so weird - laid down on the floor (and hoped no one walked in). My back just hurts so bad, I don't know what to do. I answer the phone, but it hardly ever rings so most of the time I just sit there. In pain. I bite my cheek or my tongue or hold my breath just so I can feel like I have control over something. Even though I'm not, I feel painfully tired and bored. *****ing HELP ! I need help ! I can't make it through another day.

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Date Joined Sep 2007
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   Posted 9/27/2011 10:04 PM (GMT -6)   
What about trying a back brace?
That would help to keep your back straight and it shouldn't hurt so bad.
When will you get your meds again? Get them as soon as you can... It is probably playing a huge part on the way that you are feeling right now.

Stay strong, keep trying with your job. Don't give up on it until you get your meds straightened out and then see how you feel. Keep holding on...

Hugsw, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 9/27/2011 11:26 PM (GMT -6)   
karen has given you some excellent wisdom my friend, i send my healing compassionate thoughts to you. jamie.


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