Okay, so last Thursday, I had a few procedures (due to chronic pain issues)
and, well before we got home wham burning pain hit me (like being burned with a branding iron), and it just got
horrible throught out the next day when I realized it was a reaction and I started on Benadryl (Friday morning)
I had been using ice packs and that did help a little, but then I got thinking was this worth it
and all, and the depression came in and the you know what thoughts (suicide) came into my mind.
lucky the benadryl kicked in on Saturday afternoon and the burning eased up.
Yesterday, I spoke with my counselor about this and he tells me to call him, when I have these thoughts, but
How do you that? he's got his family and well . I was raised never to call anyone after hours, as it's rude and
I'm so shy, it took a long time for me to tell my counselor that I'd had these feelings, every so often...
So how do ya make the call when you need help...
I guess this is all silly, but...I've tried many many depression medicines with no luck (reactions).
So I'm not on a depression medicine.......I don't get these feelings very often, but
How do you make that call after hours???....Things are better today.