Coming to terms with what may be depression. Never felt so alone in my life. ):

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littleredporsche
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   Posted 9/28/2011 1:01 PM (GMT -6)   
cry  As of lately, all i do is work. I just cry all the time. My best friend is in florida for school, and i am no longer friends with my best friend of seven years that lives near me. All i want is someone to care about, something that does not involve just myself, and every time i try dating or anything, i just get mistreated, used, and ignored. I dont understand why everyone has turned thier back on me recently. I have bi polar and i am currently unmedicated. My mother says i have an NVLD too, but i have never had problems with feeling alone. ): someone help.

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   Posted 9/28/2011 5:05 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi littleredporsche,

What is NVLD? Sorry but I don't know. I could probably figure it out if I tried, but thought I would ask you. Results will probably be much quicker that way. If you are bipolar, I think you really should see either a counselor or a doctor to get you on meds if you need them. That is probably why you are feeling depressed. Plus the days are getting shorter (if you are in US) and some people get SAD when the days get shorter. So I would talk to somebody about the way that you are feeling.

I am sorry that you and your ex best friend aren't friends anymore and that your new best friend moved away. Have you considered getting a pet? They can often fullfill that empty space within us. I am a dog person myself. I walk my dog everyday and spend a lot of time with her, though with you working, you might not have the time.

I hope that you get somebody in your life soon. It does sound like you are lonely thoough you say that you never had problems with feeling alone.

Do take care, post back.

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littleredporsche
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   Posted 9/28/2011 5:15 PM (GMT -6)   
I just got a ball python yesterday.

I bought him his cage and some other things and that's kept my mind off of it.
I'm just a sad person, I can break down into.tears just in my car driving and I hate hate hate talking about how I feel because no one thinks this is me, everyone knows me as funny and extroverted and interesting and I don't want to let people down I could say? I don't know, having the snake is nice but it would be nice to have people, or atleast someone care about me...):
NVLD is a bin verbal learning disorder...I couldn't really tell you what it is. I know aspergers is a branch of it but I KNOW I don't have that.
No one ever asks to hang out anymore, no one cares about me. I just want my old life back I had last year in highschool.

littleredporsche
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   Posted 9/28/2011 5:27 PM (GMT -6)   
Non* verbal not bin

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   Posted 9/28/2011 6:29 PM (GMT -6)   
You don't seem like you have any kind of learning disorder. You seem pretty smart. But maybe it is something that isn't so noticable. I am glad that you got a snake. They are a responsibility, but I am sure that you already know that. Sounds like a cool snake too. And big.

Don't worry, you will make new friends. It just takes time to meet the right people. It doesn't happen over night, well, it could, you never know.

Try to keep your spirits up. Focus on your new pet. And school. You will make new friends. And they will come and they will go. Some you hang onto for a lifetime, others go on about their lives as you will too.

Take care,

Hugs, Karen
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bayoub2
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   Posted 9/28/2011 6:38 PM (GMT -6)   
Hey Lil Red-

My hubby is bipolar and unmedicated-not good at all, for him or those around him. Talk to a therapist-you don't have to act funny oroutgoing-you can be real!!

They just added a new med for me, but before that, I would just cry anywhere anytime, I couldn't stand anything..it is so hard on you.

Please talk to someone...there is nothing to be ashamed of and, I'll bet you will find some new friends soon

Keep us posted

Maggie

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   Posted 9/29/2011 6:49 AM (GMT -6)   
hey little red porsche. also bi-polar. rapid cycling bi-polar disorder. am medicated, in therapy and see a psychiatrist. still struggle, some days better and worse than others, some weeks can be like that!!!!!!!! but with the help of my hw family i am coping and doing better. i am sending you much healing compassion. keep posting. jamie
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