As of lately, all i do is work. I just cry all the time. My best friend is in florida for school, and i am no longer friends with my best friend of seven years that lives near me. All i want is someone to care about, something that does not involve just myself, and every time i try dating or anything, i just get mistreated, used, and ignored. I dont understand why everyone has turned thier back on me recently. I have bi polar and i am currently unmedicated. My mother says i have an NVLD too, but i have never had problems with feeling alone. ): someone help.