I would say yes you have allowed somebody to cause you to feel this way. That is the only way it can happen, if you allow it. But we all do it at one time or another. So don't beat yourself up over it. You will get on with life. Hopefully the meds will help you. All relationship endings are hard. I think coming here is helping you. It gives you somebody to bounce things off of to get a more objective view about your situation. So keep moving forward. Things in your life will change, they always do. Give yourself a pat on the back. Keep trying.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies